seeyat

Temporary things take up space, not to embrace
As permanence in life is what they replace
Would I not give a flower to my love
Knowing it will fade, wishing it would stay
I know these terrible beings and why they create such heartache
Demons of the night, dreading daylight not walking in the shadows
Crawling, hunched over as they feed
Caring only for the hearts they still don't understand
Truth in life, my only demand
Above all else, how we should define
These pauses in our path we choose to find
I have and still attempt to show, letting all know
To reveal ourselves to those who help us grow
And statements made so long ago, in words
Still heard, fantastic they may be, untrusted
I know within myself, from the mouth which they were thrust
Could I trust who I should, knowing this could be a fable
My life guided as purely as I am able
I strive to be what was not truly known to me
Hidden away, with so much I wished to hold, not to be
Such things experienced, none would share, made to be known
My strength falters as I dare, returning bitterness is shown
I may not seem to be seen as I am, barely a man
Not a man, a person, breathing with my heart beating
I will love even those meant not for meeting
For some choose to learn from what they feel
Change for better from such ordeals
Myself, I cannot place my hand within another
Not without finding my place beside, as a brother
For a stranger, a friend, or a lover
I find my confidence, this warmth where hearts recover
Life must be, not without overwhelming passion
As only within the memories we make is our life fashioned
This life, these dances
All considered only chances
When life cannot consist of thorns
These are not the reasons we were born
I understand this rose, this life I may have lost comes with a cost
But now it isn't up to me, not for me to see to the loss
My life shaped who I am, damned or blessed
For how the past defines, I will love no less
The future beheld, set before my eyes, for this, I try
I have and will for always be this love until I die
No matter your beliefs, perhaps you will learn
Then and only then shall I know that love was earned

67 combines, dreams that hope never dies
The trinity apart, add 96 to 3, the 99 are who we are
Afraid of only one, hope for none, is that the one
A devil in us all, darkening the sun
I do not recall a name, questions and curiosity
Who was this, terror in my dreams to me, still untouched
A question before I chose, disaster shaken too much
For God's hand to stay, unswayed as he watched
Perhaps as the memory crept through me, did unfold
No fish from the sea, black and white, no dance
No chance, I wish not to be, please, hear my plea
I'll bargain my soul, no more purchases made
No life to be bought, nothing new, if you only knew
God grant me the serenity to forgive the ones who live
I see the numbers unfold, able to forgive
42, the answer to our universe, life, everything
Many know the creations of a man happy to sing
Be sure to be what you love and hold above
All those you see in the dark, unable to find love
Become it, praise it, to the skies raise it
Stay believing through its leaving
Pray that our destiny never betrays it

Innocence so fragile, for all we are is flawed
Describing this emotion called upon by all
Hearts devoted for all time to return
To the moments we remember in the night
Fighting for a future, beyond what was once thought
The peaceful and the passionate between our bullets bought
Become what you are meant to be and show the world your heart
Be all that you imagined and destroy the silent part
No more hiding, confide in our arrival under seige
Retrieve the fallen dignity and claim your rightful place
Within the crowd, scream aloud, how many more to face
No need for this recital, the curtain now must fall
We are all the world has made us and there is no time to its call

Forgotten wan tan, remembering why
How's this a question when living to die
Eat up your noodles and pass through your day
There is no worry cause you'll be okay
Ignoring the dreams of your past, present self
Keeping your memories up on a shelf
Waiting to move what you have with the wind
This is important, our hands will begin
Have your decisions to make when impaired
Do this for always to see what's laid bare
Never to worry there's nothing to fear
Was needed, that action to get you to here
A glimpse of a memory, making it's mark
Aloud as we all stand above, you'll embark
A silent portrayal of love for the world
The solar sail, ever so slowly unfurled

Tongue-y dinners, winner winners
Chicken tastes so good
I like photos, bowls of Total
Initials carved in wood
Healthy meals, mostly really
Nothing fancy, could be silly
Faces, shapes and stars
I don't know much but what I do
I know that when I do know you
I will do what I can do
We'll go so very far
I'll make an effort to be there
Smiles show you'll always care
Don't let go of what has been
Everything to me in memories
I'll not listen to the never
For all these moments are forever
Always in a day

Evidence is evident and spacing apart
Face to face with memories I don't think I have
Little to do with what we know and peace in our hearts
Trying to find a purpose and know who I am
I'm not sure I know what to say about life
As what I have been through wasn't what to expect
I want to make changes to past thoughts derailing
But these chances are few and I'm so good at failing
I want and I wish for what I know I needed
There isn't a chance that I'd lay down defeated
Barely am I yet I wouldn't let go
For all of the chances I'm willing to show
I'd welcome this one little thing
Unbelievable dreams you'd not know
Accepting how close I am to what I was
I'd willingly place myself upon that bus