This Time Each Year

[seeyat]

Evidence is evident and spacing apart
Face to face with memories I don't think I have
Little to do with what we know and peace in our hearts
Trying to find a purpose and know who I am
I'm not sure I know what to say about life
As what I have been through wasn't what to expect
I want to make changes to past thoughts derailing
But these chances are few and I'm so good at failing
I want and I wish for what I know I needed
There isn't a chance that I'd lay down defeated
Barely am I yet I wouldn't let go
For all of the chances I'm willing to show
I'd welcome this one little thing
Unbelievable dreams you'd not know
Accepting how close I am to what I was
I'd willingly place myself upon that bus