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Dreaming designs us within the limitless expanse… falling
Breathing defines us, embrace life with our hands… calling
Something greater, something more… what have we in store
Created by the moments we guide with actions taken
None so perfect, oft mistaken
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Nowhere fast or slow, I don't know
Basking in the glow
Neon towers of light were there once before
Now sitting alone, in my room behind the door
With nothing but the fashion of the walls in pale light
Dark blockading curtains turning every day to night
Darkness willing with the wind that blew between the trees
Now gone and long forgotten never heard with heavy breeze
I remember how we talked, while I was stuck in this tower
I won't be leaving, I've returned to dream with every hour
Not for the loss of sight in my hearts eyes, as they cry
Only for the weakness I have felt inside
I hear this trembling lunatic that stretches out her hand
Trust me, you can trust me, not them, I say you can
Your hearts are so much purer than the ones he seems to draw
As if these vast realities were written into law
It's known they know a few things yet they do bridle their word
Knowing I could never speak their threats forever heard
For all their born relationships and others would disturb
It's true concern is fruitful when it's taken into kind
But act on pure deception and you poison every mind
Prevent the peace of purity and many years that passed
Only watching over something puzzles need to last
A perfect form of armor that could easily defer
The final act of judgement and the fear that it has stirred
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My abilities only within the words I spread upon the pages of memory
Setting hearts and minds wandering through the distances and seas
This again, not as fluent as a thought, the candle put out
Always was as it will be, I am not in the mind to wait and wonder
My compasion in this fashion set aside to see the storm goes under
Your mind, not mine, it's known now as I lose myself to your words
I believe in you so much this time to chronicle what's heard
Inside forever now from this undoubted shouting fit
Once bitten then removed from mouths so willing to commit
I'll be this man, forever there to lend a helping hand
Though it may not be always in my power to command
Your hearts forever open as I care to be your guide
No more shall this portrayal of a man be what I hide
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Staying home, not for me to roam
Not now, not for the moment known
No more thoughts of playing this game
Between the sun, the stars and the plague
I will walk in the shadows, hidden from light
Break the silence with my footprints only
For you are not to be trusted, not for your deeds
Only for the passion this mouth from honor feeds
Trust never given, objects taken
As if being accepted you are mistaken
Stolen pieces of what made me who I am
I will go no more places, thinking of your faces
Wishing this life had never seen their traces
I do not know you, some may believe I do
As we breathed the same air, from that moment I was through
None will be broken missing pieces of this dark
This black, and hidden shadow from which the harold hark
I will go my way, you will go yours
If anger cross your mind, you're lost
See love in the days and see peace in the night
For all hearts, none unspoken stay your fight
Any other misbelieving, the hearts retrieving
Some may find this to be deceiving
I have never given up on what I know
You may have given sway or wished to show
There is nothing but the snow, nothing but what is already gone
I will not reach for something if I know my poisoned touch
Whether truth or fantasy, this burden is too much
As it is not, nor been ever my choice for I am only a voice
Among the millions upon millions of actions that rejoice
For this legion of protectors of the peace in all the land
I shall leave my life to theirs and this will bend no more to stand
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Not of mind, but of heart... this art
Never to see what you meant for me
Not by choice, still hear the screaming in my voice
Get up, Neo
You must be free, I know this cannot be
How could they do such damage to thee
The one we knew, the one we know we do
I am in love only with the moment that passes
The dream once held, never seen
Undeniable, this dream
What I wish to do, what I wish to see
Detached from my reality
All the sacred hearts within my mind
Unable to find the words to explain the pain caused by hiding
Visit the world perhaps to try
I know not why I fight myself
Leave no trace, a ghostly face
Time for tea, for me as I will be resting until
Until the land opens for us to see
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I stay home, I suppose at times
Not much to do when you're sitting alone
Answering questions the internet asks
Follow the lost and forgotten tasks
Pressing on towards the future we seek
So weak
Waiting in boxes and sealed inside
From this unseen disease an enemy we hide
Never moving
Seeming to lose
I hesitate to state that it's not what I'd choose
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Can't put a finger on it, thoughts that hold
Never want to let go of it, bought and sold
Still can't move beyond, like a fear
Our souls are being conned, keeps us here
Here is a place in the mind, something to find
Nothing more than traces left behind
We wish for wonderous things to meet our eyes
When the real moments bring confused reprise
Reaching for a quick fix to the numb the pain
Never knowing what could be for love to gain
Jaded by these seconds on the hours
Unphased by passerby, holding flowers
Love is not a word, not a confession to be heard
Life within the breeze, the trees, and birds
Wonder and awe, seeing more than we could ever understand
These beautiful things beyond the reach of trembling hands
Emotionally broke as we're blankly staring down
Freely spoken words tied and bound
Open your eyes, your hearts to the world
Witness the wind and leaves as they are swirled
Holding on to the moment, no time to let go
Something to grow, reliving it to show
These are the moments to know

Open Skies

Apr. 10th, 2020 09:50 pm
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I'll always be caught within the memories we made
The soulful sound of music as night arose from day
Kind hearts and heavy laughter singing for miles
Never needing a destination, such elation
Our only worry where we'd find a gas station
Never meant to travel far from home, not our style

I'd find these memories passed on
Halted and held, forever wished upon
An upper body ballroom in the seats behind
These are the dreams I wanted to find, open skies
No matter the image I found, the oldest presence, a gift
This ghost in the shadows of the pillars, lights pass and it shifts

I'll always be caught within the memories we made
Learning about love from friends as the music played
Breathing sighs as we realized the time flew by
Ever reading life's design, when we'd find the time
It never really mattered who found the first dime
Raise the fuel gauge once more, the highway's dry

Making poor life choices, hopping mounds
Drifting circles round, dust and dirt the gravel bounds
Only for a moment was this the life to gleam
It was important for a time to chase his dream
Here and now is passion in these open skies
Not mine and I am nothing without your shining eyes
Nothing without your song, without our words
I'd muffle the world just to find them heard

I remember being caught in the memories we made
Now so quickly fading with the songs no longer played
It's time to breathe and open my own eyes
Time is fleeting, and there's no defeating it
Just one choice in how we see to meeting it
Upon the wings of angels could our future soon arise
Embrace the dream, set your sights and sever ties
Because time will wait for no one and I dream of open skies
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Confined within this coffin state
unaccustomed to such a fate
Not when there is choice for I wish to hear a voice
Alone is not lonely, or could it not be, unsure
This sickness and the rain, agony endured
Surely there is more to do, so many rooms
I think of things to pass the time, nothing here
My heart begging to reach out, a social drought
Wet is the ground I have found, the sky begins to cry
As a tear leaves my own eye there is less now
I stare blankly at this screen, hoping to daydream
Understanding the passion behind words must scream
Fate tempted by this longing to be more
Reaching these shores that I have always wished for
Heavy hearts, weeping in the rain
No, I will not cause you pain, for you must know
You are the ones for whom my heart does grow
I dream of great things, as do many, as do all
Such light can shine as colors of the fall
We are where the dream becomes a cause
Humanity enduring natures laws
A beautiful ballet of helping hands
Remembering the beauty in this world could be set free
Who can I be, I wish to see
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Give me water, give me wine
Life is all we know
Live tomorrow, living kind
For love not letting go
Today is all our eyes can see
Becoming what we are
Forever in our arms could be
We must always reach so far
When kindness has been all but seized
When all the world is scared
Our hopeful dreams of memories
Cast off without a prayer
Within the past, we see ourselves
Hearts hidden by our minds
Settled dust upon the shelves
Things long untouched we find
To become is to remind
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For one or many
Why can the many not be seen
By many as one
Where love places itself so deeply
The hearts of man, the light we seek
Hearts that outshine the sun
Unbroken, unspoken bonds as they hold one another
Cherish the moments as though soon lost forever
As before, what could be done
We are so few for so many
Our strength is finite, still trying
Alive among the dying
Alone, prepared for flying
To believe this could change
Aware of the world, viewing it as strange
Wings cut away, removed kindly
For they could be torn
Softly set upon the ground
Among the stones so weathered and worn
Covered in leaves, never to be found
To this earthly realm, bound so tightly
Unable to fight, we exist daily and nightly
Attempting to spread hope with all we are
Will peace be found, could we ever get that far
Soon to see, for all that is and ever could be
Love to be set free, within the sea
An ocean I see before me
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If I were to tell you how would you not take a bow, truth is life
No matter the chosen vow, all of your hate somehow, twisting this knife
You created this fate, I will not anticipate, go forth for your own moments
Take your own sword, cut your own cord, becoming a movement
Beginning on my own years ago, hoping to be left alone without your ties
A life free of middle ground is worth it, within the realm of colored skies
For I've found much more with brighter, honest eyes, as I cry
There is hope for the hopeless and dreams will grow with wings that fly
Awakened late to an unexpected fate, killed by a voice
Falling softly, known before me, avoiding a forced choice
Never to see, never to be, not to walk that water's edge
I will divide from all of you, your life denied, away from that ledge
A short walk, not for me, for an ocean could be
I am facing a life set free, one seen clearly
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  I'm here listening to frakking Kidneythieves and thinking... "This is awesome. Why can't people appreciate music for its creative influence." and I miss that. Bruce Somers delivers a percussion-focused rock in a melodic/rhythmic sense, heavily reliant on electronics most but all is likely possible with a kit. The guitar is light and takes less attention when desired from the deeply apparent ambient synthesizers. The singer Free Dominguez, demands attention during most of her singing but when she wants to fall back in priority, her voice is softened and actually sounds distant. There are soft, reverberating vocals and hints of piano throughout the album Taxicab Messiah, as well as the use of violins and it all comes together to create a deeply thought-provoking and slightly disturbing musical experience falling under the category of light industrial music and it could easily be considered a good way to take a step into industrial music.

  I highly suggest you take a listen and see for yourself. There are strong lyrics and language used and hints of a subdued solitude that to me, actually reminds me of how the world is. There is no life without inherent loneliness at times. You can also find strength and determination, so there is no shortage of reasons to take a few minutes to listen to some tracks or maybe play through an album to form a solid opinion.

  Be Love
~Bryan
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I'm not one to question myself
I place so many dreams upon the shelf
I state the only obvious conclusion
You seem to wish for only some seclusion
Deny the things you do not know, or trust
Though they are real, I'm telling you, you must
I wish not for a dream you've held before
With pain, it's true but in time you will endure
There's love in all these thoughts I have for you
Though, I'm never one to know just what to do
I'll hold your hand at distance 'til I go
For only in that moment will you know
They're trying as they said they may
They care not what the obvious will say
She's here, he's there, no more fear within
Place your hands upon your hearts and begin
Before her hands defy, the kindness in her eye
These moments and decisions, truly lie

Why I Sing

Mar. 20th, 2020 11:41 am
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Defiantly describe to me this battlefield you face
Make haste with your description, not a word can go to waste
For all the unmade memories we've yet to have misplaced
You've died so many times, you've bled and made your case

Skies so blue reflected rays of sunlight in the clouds
Do things in ways that scream so silently that you are proud
Break through the faulted stars that glisten secretly so loud
Undying in their dedicated task to pierce this shroud

I've known you well before the moments placed before our eyes
This present gift of time defies the cries I hear that pry
Inside a twisted memory decaying as it ties
I'll someday reach a precipice that holds before it dies

When moments free of doubt have given forth a life so pure
And all the truth inside us tells us we can now be sure
Your smile is a reminder and your pain I do endure
So quickly does it torture me upon my journey's tour

Clearly, this reality is better than their dream
As we are all susceptible to faith in what we gleam
Where purity of heart can bleed through, bursting at the seems
The war that rages on with those we once called on for steam

This power that defies all odds, all gods, as it is love
The one and only movement we should surely hold above
Your peace, your pale reality can feel like a shove
Though just for now I do believe your hands should don a glove

By knowing there is something broken in this unknown time
A missing piece, and extra phrase that crowds a perfect rhyme
I know you can find comfort knowing there was just an extra dime
A step within the ladder that we very few must climb

It's days of broken chaos that remind us where we stand
These days of deep reflection when it's wrong to just hold hands
Where hugs and holds and love so bold have all been roughly banned
Call on your thoughts and memories that could be deemed a brand

So all the world around you can be bettered by your voice
Be proud, sing loud and tear the shroud, defiance is a choice
The pain they'll cause by holding back the laughter heard as noise
I beg you, let this fear of life be lost again, as we all should stand at poise

We are one to love, to hold so far above, pure of heart, ready to dance
We must wait for this moment to be seen, to take our chance
Until then, sing, sing loud for all to hear, without fear, that is my stance
For so many are just passers-by whom we spare a second glance
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Waste not what your memories wish to hold
Whether held in knowledge or thirsted for
Known or speculated with night
Hold fast your tongue, stay hands from a fight
Do not deny what is not to be known
Whether you're meant to know or to trust you'll be thrown
Guided correctly or doubtful in tears
Free words can come costly and feature our fears
There are days outnumbering the nights, as they burn our eyes
Seemingly forced through a vise, time wasted, though life denies
We shall not be wanting for what we can't have
As always, the freedom we taste can be bland
Your life is what you choose for it to portray
Ask not forgiveness for the unknown games you play
Make right the moments, the bitterness breaking away
Beauty in our lucid nightmares while we wake to the grey
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Never hide from the unknown, embrace it
Look into its eyes and choose to face it
Love can be a gift from those you choose
The enemy, in hatred, forced to lose
Confusion in the words you mean to lift
Without them, there is no honest, precious gift
A real meaning to who you are, let that be known
The smile, the laughter, tears and how you've grown
All the days that pass with heart in hand
Giving it to strangers, cross the land
Perhaps attempting safety from itself
The unknown places, thoughts upon a shelf
A hidden and divided crowd of crows
Only one, in truth, will ever know
They choose to fight a war with other's words
Never was it them, the trust endured
Do not become the one who takes an image
Decide's it's what he wants and starts the scrimmage
Disposable memories tossed to the wind
Always; more than everything begins
Memories to be created, moments awaited
God's gifts in the love you perceive as fated
A kinder heart, permanence, beautiful
Because there is nothing more terrible, more horrible
Than losing a memory you could have cherished
When the moment you've forgotten, since has perished
You cannot know, never decide until doubt has died
Become something of yourself, never hide

Posters

Mar. 17th, 2020 09:13 am
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I would fall for you
As I've always wanted to
All that's left for me, that fate has left to me
The pieces of this rude, unknown drug
Actions taken for hands already taken
Those who may have been mistaken
They guide these hands, never fully understand
Believing there is part of something in its ghost
For never is it true, an object plays host
A doll, built for fashion, impossible to instill the passion
They've killed a dream before it could take flight
Confusion, insecurities caused, believing in possessions
They mean some things, count for something
Never, will my soul find this to be right
Impossible to show my love for something that cannot see me
I can only be the one, naked and alone, screaming infidelity
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There are facts within the figures built by lies
The hidden ones that form our second lives
There is no equal person to ourselves
Though there are so many objects we could sell
Remove what you have had so many years
Allow the ones who force you into tears
To take what you have needed all this time
To keep you from the reason for your rhymes
Your hope, your faith and all that's in between
Become your own illusion, so it seems
I know what I must have but, then I don't
The men so high above don't wish for hope
They never knew what consequence it brought
Only disapproval of what's saught
It's true that we are not the sum of things
Of clothing or of objects, they don't sing
Just understand that demons still have wings
For they cause such terrible deformities
All that I have now is what is known
The devils taking sides and what was sewn
So many, many years ago, it's known
God grant me the serenity to accept being my own clone
What they can never take away, what will always stay
Is so very many years of every day

I Love You

Mar. 14th, 2020 05:26 pm
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Hey internet and everyone else... I love you
Just felt like mentioning that, in case you haven't heard it today
It seems needed for the world, okay
Seems the right thing to say
Because you're all more grand than all design
Remember, there is always time
To say, "I love you"

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