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What you fear and what you know is something less than what you show
For in the winter's midnight glow reflecting off the fallen snow
a darkened, shaded figure, finding solice in the night
A wish cast gently to the air where crisp cool winds will find it there
And make a pact to show the care, as much as wishes ever dare
This gaurantee to be set free, without the life that shows it light

A knife so sharp it cuts through dreams, which once upon a time did seem
To shimmer and did often gleam while pressing forward under steam
This wish you've cast that night, returned to make things right
If simple things could understand, why taking one's once shaken hand
Can be the most delighted brand, with no force needed, no demand
Step cleanly through and breathe fresh air, know dreams at first on sight

A heart so shaded by the cold, you've never seen this heart so bold
Your own forced judgement getting old, that whispers here and there have told
Undaunted by the stares you feel upon your back so tight
Before this moment passes through, you'll be aware of all you do
Believing what you once held true and finding fear as it comes to
Still knowing that it could be there and cursing that it might

Who I Am

Jan. 15th, 2020 12:30 pm
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I have a bitter disgust
A dark, devouring statement
You have no right to choose what I trust
I'll be who I am no matter your abatement

You smother my soul, who I am at the core
Shining, silver pieces and gold
When all I have ever wanted and more
Can be found in the dark and the cold

I'll return to the night and find hope in the shadows
Away from these eyes in the days
Turn back the clock to how I repose
Still stepping silently in all ways

I was the night and I will be again
So far from your dreams of the light
In fairness I couldn't imagine this then
For the first time in years it feels right

You can fear me or hate me, whichever you choose
But this day is my beckoning call
For all those among you, unseen in recluse
To be there with me, soul and all

The devils, the dark ones, the demons and gods
All knowing the rights we should hold
I've finally found my own hand against odds
Reaching deep into blackness so bold

My eyes lit aflame as I stare through the void
Making way with each meaningful step
Your tragedy spoken unknown and destroyed
I've found now, what should have been kept
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Still adjusting what you must see, knowing who they are,
See, I told you, what is he, going just too far,
Never going to let this go, the fact is always there,
I am not the one to know, as if I were, I'd share,
I am not the one in question, you were all involved,
He said, she said, who's intention, perhaps this issue's solved,
I'm no depth of darkness minded, only part of night,
All it takes to make a man is knowing what is right,
As with this I am a part as light it is to dark,
Nothing more than grand illusion, starting with a spark,
Yes I'm darkness, yes I'm kindness, no I won't be swayed,
You're decision to pass judgement on my will to fade,
If you choose to build a falsehood, lies and bitterness,
Please do so while not involving me in any mess
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Red velvet letters in the sky are all I see,
When I close my eyes,
Knowing nothing more than what could be,
Expectations could arrise,
No more failures in all this reliance,
Aren't you wondering by now what to expect,
What's wrong with a small piece of defiance,
Images always meant to deflect,
I look so longingly to the dark, makes it's mark,
While grabbing at shiny things,
I wonder what's wrong with the flow of this ark,
For the newest image stings,
An interest in another world, far beyond,
What are you to me, a friend, an enemy,
I am not a toy to be chewed on,
I am the depths you fear beneath your feet,
Still here within I hold such love,
For all you people want me to become,
I trust in things some wouldn't and hold above,
Attempting to retrieve myself, trying to believe myself,
Feelings of falling while I stand, I am here to make one demand,
I must only ever be the darkness I was once before,
As that when lost could do more than any damage I endure,
Of this I'm sure, as shadows protect an existence pure,
I will not step beyond as it is no cure

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