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I love you mother, I always will
I failed to show you when you needed it at times
I gave you heartache and pain
I fought against ideas, wishing you'd walk away
In vain
You would fight against reason for me
You would commit treason for me
You made me who I am, when nobody else would
Sometimes, I failed to see the good
You aways remained
I loved you through all of this, through the black
You loved me through anxiety, and panic attacks
Though you never found a cause
Always searching, only looking for a way to give me life
You were no saint
Your methods were unorthodox when you didn't know
Sometimes, life felt like one big show
What was done to me, where I went
Unforgivable to some, but I know what it meant
But light was so faint
Your goal always remained true, always the same
To give me the tools I needed to push through and win my own game
To understand myself when you failed to discover
Eventually finding myself another, maybe a lover
You were there
Cheering me on, sometimes you faultered
Giving up for just a moment, emotions unaltered
Making us breakfast, include the cliches, good way to start the day
Some little inside jokes for you and me in a way
Showing you care

Flee from the stasis of sitting alone
Video games and a useless smart phone
Too many things within our one hand
Nobody talking since nobody can
Wake up and join us the world it unites
Go get some air and to strangers be nice
As dawn reaches peak where the land meets the sky
To be optimistic should each of us try
Be kind to your neighbor and smile to the end
We'll always be in this together my friend

This could be more than anyone ever asked for,
This could be the dreams we've awaited since birth,
There could be glamour and joy and a smile on each face,
This decade anew, coming through could be all it's worth,
Make the best of your days in each and every way,
Never overstay but be there when you're needed,
Always hold your hand out for a stranger,
hold the line when the masses say you've been defeated,
You have yet to fall, or to lose it all,
This is your time, take a deep breathe and hear our call,
For this is no time to rest, no time to stall,
This is your time, your life and it will begin,
Your power is will and with this new dawn again,
Make your own choices, press on through the crowd,
Make all your ancestors proud,
Love the life you live and learn what you're allowed
Begin

My Time has not passed for no reason it seems
I had long held you close in the depths of my dreams
This life you've let go of they still force on you
You must be determined and must power through
The pieces you place have no meaning to me
Fear not for the moments are here we all see
A year now or more and it's not what you want
Are they so distraught you have hopes they can't haunt
I'm standing beside you and they fight like I'm nothing
I've died for this moment and this isn't bluffing
Success is a word but the actions are taken
You'll just have to fight harder for dreams are worth making