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67 combines, dreams that hope never dies
The trinity apart, add 96 to 3, the 99 are who we are
Afraid of only one, hope for none, is that the one
A devil in us all, darkening the sun
I do not recall a name, questions and curiosity
Who was this, terror in my dreams to me, still untouched
A question before I chose, disaster shaken too much
For God's hand to stay, unswayed as he watched
Perhaps as the memory crept through me, did unfold
No fish from the sea, black and white, no dance
No chance, I wish not to be, please, hear my plea
I'll bargain my soul, no more purchases made
No life to be bought, nothing new, if you only knew
God grant me the serenity to forgive the ones who live
I see the numbers unfold, able to forgive
42, the answer to our universe, life, everything
Many know the creations of a man happy to sing
Be sure to be what you love and hold above
All those you see in the dark, unable to find love
Become it, praise it, to the skies raise it
Stay believing through its leaving
Pray that our destiny never betrays it
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I often feel the fear of sexuality
Dark recollection
I want nothing from your kind in reality
A late correction

When I feel this way I shiver
Not moving on
This something should never be delivered
Please be gone

I'm never where you expect me to be
Who am I
Would you look me in the eye and see
I'll not try

There will not be a first or second
Should never have been
I will fail by design as reckoned
Could never have seen

What you were told so many ago is untrue
Perhaps misjudged
Unfathomed depths of confusion I feel within you
This hasn't budged

I love your hearts with all of mine
Because they're there
My character mistaken with it's time
So unfair

Perhaps my looks have told you things
I'm not a player
Or word of mouth what gave you thoughts
Upon a prayer

I've not much life within me in that way
Experience
Nor do I want it as my past
Delirious
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What you fear and what you know is something less than what you show
For in the winter's midnight glow reflecting off the fallen snow
a darkened, shaded figure, finding solice in the night
A wish cast gently to the air where crisp cool winds will find it there
And make a pact to show the care, as much as wishes ever dare
This gaurantee to be set free, without the life that shows it light

A knife so sharp it cuts through dreams, which once upon a time did seem
To shimmer and did often gleam while pressing forward under steam
This wish you've cast that night, returned to make things right
If simple things could understand, why taking one's once shaken hand
Can be the most delighted brand, with no force needed, no demand
Step cleanly through and breathe fresh air, know dreams at first on sight

A heart so shaded by the cold, you've never seen this heart so bold
Your own forced judgement getting old, that whispers here and there have told
Undaunted by the stares you feel upon your back so tight
Before this moment passes through, you'll be aware of all you do
Believing what you once held true and finding fear as it comes to
Still knowing that it could be there and cursing that it might

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