seeyat

Staying home, not for me to roam
Not now, not for the moment known
No more thoughts of playing this game
Between the sun, the stars and the plague
I will walk in the shadows, hidden from light
Break the silence with my footprints only
For you are not to be trusted, not for your deeds
Only for the passion this mouth from honor feeds
Trust never given, objects taken
As if being accepted you are mistaken
Stolen pieces of what made me who I am
I will go no more places, thinking of your faces
Wishing this life had never seen their traces
I do not know you, some may believe I do
As we breathed the same air, from that moment I was through
None will be broken missing pieces of this dark
This black, and hidden shadow from which the harold hark
I will go my way, you will go yours
If anger cross your mind, you're lost
See love in the days and see peace in the night
For all hearts, none unspoken stay your fight
Any other misbelieving, the hearts retrieving
Some may find this to be deceiving
I have never given up on what I know
You may have given sway or wished to show
There is nothing but the snow, nothing but what is already gone
I will not reach for something if I know my poisoned touch
Whether truth or fantasy, this burden is too much
As it is not, nor been ever my choice for I am only a voice
Among the millions upon millions of actions that rejoice
For this legion of protectors of the peace in all the land
I shall leave my life to theirs and this will bend no more to stand

Sight given to the blind
Sigh, this is something worth a try
So many more paths to take
The weary traveler's heart collides
Stepping inside, bending not to break
Arms outstretched, allowed to bond
Found solice in the hearts of many

All but the few hidden in the shadows
All doubting, shouting inside
Fragile are the hearts of man
Drifting in and out of this conscious land
So much more in all of us than any one could understand
Brave necessity to guide the hand of so few
Should not be so hard, perhaps one day it will be you

Are we the many known for so few acts of love
Billions of us showing nothing to each other, hoping for praise from above
Words in scriptures, speeches and books
We see ink upon pages and think it makes us better for it
There are few who lift their favored stories, given to the ones
Who come to watch, either forgiving themselves or reaching for the Son
Fewer still we see today, using all they learn in every day

Teachings come from many places, all ways, all different faces
Gods, gods, angels, deitis... no more should you only see
There is more to life than what you seem to read
You must find hope in knowing all there is for us
Whether given by a man, a woman, chance or guidance
Evolution, power of choice, the life of another star
Our future is only what we choose to allow to happen

You are your only tool in any one of your days
There is only your voice, your hands, your choices
Use these machines to craft tomorrow, raise your voices
When you see another cry, be there to brace them through their sorrows
Laughter, kindness, glowing hearts
These are the ways we must all play our part
Because there will always be love, music and art

Share who you are, be what you hold in your dreams, shine like stars
Forever we are bound to this Earth, for now, where we arrived
Together we have found this peace, so fragile and at times, starved
Corrosive hatred shatters hearts like glass, tears of children
Polical rants and arguments so small in scale when the world needs unity
As one, we stand together, falling only when hands let go
Always waiting, the devil on our backs, as we do nothing

We must dance, movement as beautiful dreams realized through action
Shake off that foreign voice, whispering in your ear
Become the only words our worlds people need to hear
All our threads converge while twisting in and out of each other, never tangled
Soon tighter than the clothe, sewn, never known
This brilliant dance, so many lives touched, interwoven by fate
There is only one moment, now, future unwritten, past forgotten
Rise above, show your love, hold this moment always

Love Them More
~Squirrel

A day of rest is best unless you're me
I never want to stop until I'm free
I won't be setting down another time
Until you've heard the meaning in my rhyme
I'm not going to do a think until I am
For the meaning in my soul is that it's damned

You're dedicated, I'm honest, who's worse
Is existence like this meaningful or cursed
When fact is stated truly where I stand
Making no defiant closed demands
I say what really matters to my heart
You truly lie and tear this hope apart

Destroy relationships I've never had
You know there isn't much to call a fad
Love for all and yes, most of all, her
I cannot let this go at all for sure
It cannot hurt so much to only care
The love we have but cannot share

Do not destroy yourself with falsely layered hate
Allow a life to lead itself through fate
You'll lose each other if you still persist
For all this moment will not be dismissed
There is no hate within me, just concern
You must stay true to life or it will burn

Broken souls and shattered dreams, hidden memories
Fallen angels taking up swords, told to freeze
No more shall I be the one you expect
Standing tall but never standing erect
So sorry for what you believe could convince the masses
A lack of understanding, missing pieces far outclass this

You never told me what made you so bold
Whether needed for warmth or to keep from the cold
I had no idea that could ever be kept
From the ones with whom each night she slept
There's more to this than any know
You yourself, wouldn't likely let go

I won't try to make you believe, only tell you this
What you may deny can never be dismissed
A fear that kept these thoughts within
All this time, forced back to the sin
Where that beginning ends, this light emerges
Now, my cold and dead heart surges

Dogs are for drummers, which I am not
Scooters and Satan, maybe once thought
I wear lots of black, you'd never have guessed
When I listen close is when I do my best
I am always a healer at heart and in mind
You're not going to see it if never you find
courage and patience to start up a chat
Maybe some questions arisen with that
Love is my compass and passion, my guide
Any who tell you I'm tough have since lied
I'll battle with words as the movement of lead
Written on paper once they've left my head
I'll never be one to uncage such a beast
I've seen what it does to them once it's unleashed
I'm not going to hate them, for they are just dogs
I don't understand where they land just like pogs
I am no musician, nor am I to try
I'll heal with my heart with a twinkle in eye
Patch Adams, indeed is my spiritual honour
No longer concealed is this self not a goner
I'm back to be holding you while you are crying
When you have been hurt and you feel like dying
I'll lay with you still as you've emptied your tears
Asleep in my arms with your dreams over fears
Until you've awakened, I'll stare at those stars
Knowing you're heart hasn't healed by far
When beaten or broken, I'll still hold your hands
I'll never in life be a slave to demand
I'll love with my heart and cure with my soul
When toughness is called, let them fill the role
I'll pour out my heart with each line that I write
Hopeful that cander can just put this right
This is my passion, you are my plague
I've always been like this, though the years have been vague
My heart has been dormant for so many years
For most of the world they'd be driven to tears
I had long since accepted the way they had wanted
For me to become, yet it recently haunted
A glimmer of hope in the moonlight of night
Returned to the darkness, where I find my light
This is who I am, the smile so dark
If ever it's seen, I should hope it will spark
Another in you, some joy in your day
Though I'll always present in this shadowy way

I don't like the Bushido Hugs
There's shit within shit in those lies
When someone approaches your heartstrings and tugs
It's like throwing up sand in your eyes

I'm not here to judge you for how you live life
I'm always around to say no
I'm poor as a pauper but living alright
My dad's got some stuff to let go

He's lucky enough to have built up a dream
The one with a strong group of friends
He does gain some things from each time they leave
His life can move on when theirs ends

Inherit the things you don't want in your way
Sell them and buy a darn boat
A useless white whale that replaces your day
The other dumb orca was smote

When I wish for nothing and beg you to leave
Your pins in my chest they still prick
With the constant of begging you seeth and you heave
Your willingness should make you sick

So trust not these fanciful broken decays
That have found their ways into our lives
As the objects are lies and they're not of my ways
Since I am happy and humble alive

I am not a smart man, nor that well endowed
With the gifts of a material world
I know in my heart to stand out from a crowd
When the solar sails fully unfurled

It surely will take some time working this out
To be something more than what's forced
There's always a struggle and always a pout
From the same misdirectional source

Been a while since I've been round here
Feeling better now I'm found here
Looking up the skies are bright
With sun in sky and stars at night

Trees that whisper winds that pass
Branches bare and covered grass
Snow that crunches 'neath my feet
This yearly cycle on repeat

How could any find this daunting
Many winter's ghosts not haunting
Only there to show us wonder
The chilled embrace of white from under

Cancel all your active orders
Get outside and cross some borders
Make your way out of the darkness
Keep away from routes that mark this

Atomic failures, fear that bleeds
This bitten hand I hope that feeds
You'll need to know there is no reason
For warm or cold or dreary season

Stay inside or out if happy
No more lies to doubt entrapped me
All for you to see and hear
There is no reason to be here

What you fear and what you know is something less than what you show
For in the winter's midnight glow reflecting off the fallen snow
a darkened, shaded figure, finding solice in the night
A wish cast gently to the air where crisp cool winds will find it there
And make a pact to show the care, as much as wishes ever dare
This gaurantee to be set free, without the life that shows it light

A knife so sharp it cuts through dreams, which once upon a time did seem
To shimmer and did often gleam while pressing forward under steam
This wish you've cast that night, returned to make things right
If simple things could understand, why taking one's once shaken hand
Can be the most delighted brand, with no force needed, no demand
Step cleanly through and breathe fresh air, know dreams at first on sight

A heart so shaded by the cold, you've never seen this heart so bold
Your own forced judgement getting old, that whispers here and there have told
Undaunted by the stares you feel upon your back so tight
Before this moment passes through, you'll be aware of all you do
Believing what you once held true and finding fear as it comes to
Still knowing that it could be there and cursing that it might

Going through the motions to dismiss this filling ocean
Breaking ground in solid mounds to force the earth to move
I care not what you say to me your actions never set me free
So listen if you read to simple phrases
This is who I am in all, speak it proud while read aloud
These here things none knew about me, free them with your tongue

I will not bend or bow or sway
For here I will not act or stay
No strange behavior any way
Will press me to be what you say

These are all the things I never said
The bounding message in my head
The things you'll gasp aloud when read
I'll fight your wishes til I'm dead

All I needed was to feel it
For my mind to recall and to reel it
There's fear within but I'll conceal it
My body bleeds but I will heal it

Love is not an act of touch
Only that of showing much
More than you'd hope to see as such
So please lift off and burn the clutch

I have no fashion, toys or money
I'll make you smile, acting funny
But keep your sugar and your honey
I'll walk myself to where it's sunny