seeyat

I release you from where horrible people contain
Done so for me but caused me so much pain
I love you and will for each of my days
Trust is no longer, what they've done's not okay
I do not and cannot attend when you call
I'll be held back softly and always miss the ball
I'm moving on forward with nothing you know
Hopefully dreaming for laughter to show
I do not intend to let go of these things
For never I know which futures they bring
I don't ever know what these objects are for
I've let them all go and I'll paddle from shore
Once gone, then to realize what I have done
By then it's the demons, the day they have won
Alone in the dark, I'm thirsting for passion
Although it is now I shall have satisfaction
So many things pulling in all these directions
Ridiculous truths that must pay for collection
Not enough, never loved, undone above
We have woven a broken fate, bankrupted skies, no glove

I don't like the Bushido Hugs
There's shit within shit in those lies
When someone approaches your heartstrings and tugs
It's like throwing up sand in your eyes

I'm not here to judge you for how you live life
I'm always around to say no
I'm poor as a pauper but living alright
My dad's got some stuff to let go

He's lucky enough to have built up a dream
The one with a strong group of friends
He does gain some things from each time they leave
His life can move on when theirs ends

Inherit the things you don't want in your way
Sell them and buy a darn boat
A useless white whale that replaces your day
The other dumb orca was smote

When I wish for nothing and beg you to leave
Your pins in my chest they still prick
With the constant of begging you seeth and you heave
Your willingness should make you sick

So trust not these fanciful broken decays
That have found their ways into our lives
As the objects are lies and they're not of my ways
Since I am happy and humble alive

I am not a smart man, nor that well endowed
With the gifts of a material world
I know in my heart to stand out from a crowd
When the solar sails fully unfurled

It surely will take some time working this out
To be something more than what's forced
There's always a struggle and always a pout
From the same misdirectional source

I've prayed but I'll never stay.
I want to go on my way,
No matter what you see or say,
Your hold on me is not okay,

I want you to know if you haven't heard by now,
I don't really understand how,
Sarcasm, statements, the color red,
Please Jesus I wear it on my head,

Shouldn't it mean stop, can't you see colors,
Or are you just prying and breaking all the others,
I like to be solo, alone and with no one,
I prefer to avoid them they're bright as the sun,

I say alone, I mean alone, no one not even a moment,
You should listen once in awhile before you go hellbent,
I'm not a very average person in the least,
I wouldn't ask for anything and I just want to be released