Is and Was

Feb. 13th, 2020 02:55 pm
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What I lived for, I'd have died for
Wishing never seen
Never doubted, nor rerouted
Found yet never been
Failed once, forgotten trust
Told she didn't care
All existed, still persisted
Don't deny this cross I bare

No more lies to hide my eyes
While I know you seem to scream
Undying love from stars above
Settling within a dream
Loss and lies, they hide my cries
Never for another here
Fighting in the inner circle
Altogether full of fear
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Slowly now we wake from slumber,
Starting soon an endless summer,
Hate and rudeness in the past,
Now is when this challenge tasked,
All the things we've called upon,
Wishing forward, swept along,
No more current to define,
For this flight must set its line,
All of what the years have taught us,
Building to where life has brougth us,
Ride a dream like passing waves,
Make it known that challenge saves,
Whether weather, flood or foul,
This whimper has now turned to growl,
Some more years of harsh collision,
Still can't choose my own decision,
I will work with what I can,
Show the demons in the man,
Codependent then no more,
I shall reach another shore
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All my devotion betrayed,
I am no longer afraid,
I was too blinded to see,
How much you've stolen from me,

No more will this be requested,
All the things you say as I'm bested,
I want you to stop or to pull the damn cords,
Refusing to bow to the things you award,

I will tear into the abyss with eyes open wide,
I will never let go of these days you would hide,
I am going to break through with your poison within,
You don't seem to know all the ways that you sin,

I'll forgive once it's over and I'm free of your curse,
It may be so long I reside in a hearse,
I want you to know that you do need to listen,
When I say just stop as there is not a mission,

Gone Away

Dec. 21st, 2019 11:38 am
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My only request is that you listen near
I must actually never make a settlement here
My goal is simple yet such a dream
But life will hold nothing if kept in this stream
I know you hold conference and state your own lies
Thinking you'll handle it while I slowly die
These things you think metaphors, while many are
Why would one as such be placed as a bar
Only because you cannot see mistakes
Does not give permission for more you should make
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She wanted to play, what was I supposed to say
I knew it was different but how could it not be okay
My whole life changed in a single day
Keeping a secret hidden and locked away
Could this affect my future
Is it not something that could be accepted
Why is it so hard to be something unexpected
Trust this is something I wish had never been affected
For I would like for my future to be unanamously elected
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2010, I'm laughing at you
You're not that long onward for us to see through
2005 still just about there
but now we've got the year 20 past the millenium
So much longer than anyone wants to admit
We're all getting older and it's about time to start it
Gotta wait a while to begin my own life
For there seems to be something that's wrong
People with power and unknown intentions
Who don't really listen to reason
It's clear they have something in mind
To shackle because they can... even in the holiday season
I know what's in store and I know what I'm working on
I know it's been so long in progress
But if it's in this decrepit place, this stale world around me
I would rather let go of their success
I'm not letting go and I'm not backing out
I'm reaching for something greater
Something I actually know of a life
For this life has an unknown creator

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