seeyat

One was over many more, a knock on the door
Is it worth it when this ends, don't pretend
Powering through whether disliked or feared
To reach a dream as yet shown, still unknown
There's not much pursuasion to hold it all dear
For a seed that has yet to be sewn
With time I should learn that a life can be earned
All things can be managed and tolerance learned
Til then is the need for a moment of pause
All friendship and guidance, defined without claws
I must relearn the steps, the ones that have gone
The ghosts of connections once relied upon
As though I'm reborn, brought forth in due time
These are still only wishes recorded in rhyme
A decade of nothing, a decade has passed
A few more years followed, with nothing once asked
Existing in solitude, divided from all
Avoiding the earth, never hearing His call
I've since found my place in an ocean of love
Heaven has blessed me with joy from above

I'm seriously deleriously happy that you try
I didn't want to tell anyone that kept wondering why
attacking isn't factual when all I have is this
The facts are in the statements when reasons go amiss
Trust is so essential that the world could never know
How heartfelt a reminder that our words could never show
I trust in time you'll know me to the fullest of extents
Til all my veins are dry and each and every word is spent
When I have long since passed and we are all a memory
Will we have much to show as part of hidden history
The world should still be greater than the one you entered in
Make your mark, be humble, help each other to begin
I'm pressing on regardless hoping there is understanding
Avoidance is a virtue for a task that's so demanding
So life must be continued if together or alone
We'll break a mold in every sense and set a loving tone
Remember this my closest of the world that I hold dear
There is always a reason for each breath we seldom hear