Hearts Broken Never Spoken

[seeyat]

All the things you are and could be
Some things in others you wish to see
Was not an expected image in my head
Strange and pacified like the dead
Unholy mortals walking this Earth
Alone, yet defiant as their right from birth
Forcing all of the hearts away
Because you know that your life will hurt if they stay
unfortunately when it happens you feel
As though pain is a virtue that will never heal
Knowing all the things our teachers make known
Learning through passage of time with seeds sown
Why love is too kind to be there in hand
This time is important, and it's worth a demand
Not yet a moment to wish for what sings
The singular passing and flourished things
Rushed by or glanced at cannot be a gift
For delicate permanence, there I must shift
Not one to break an unquestioned heart
Never to be one to tear them apart
I love them all dearly and won't yet be able
To lift up my weapon from off this round table
As there is a curse both within and without
Known only to those who've heard all that I shout
Again, here I live for the passing of days
Excitement and joy to split so many ways
When all that we need is just one single goal
Instead our minds shift till they consume our soul
I don't mind the pain and there's less with each year
But that doesn't dismiss this illogical fear
It can be overcome as it has been before
With many as one I can walk through that door
Because as with all things we can make it as one
But now I must leave to return to the sun
Take this and wonder what's meant to be seen
Decide for yourself what is meant to be gleaned
As I'm now still more somber than I have ever been
Make use of this time to portray what you mean