Is and Was

[seeyat]

What I lived for, I'd have died for
Wishing never seen
Never doubted, nor rerouted
Found yet never been
Failed once, forgotten trust
Told she didn't care
All existed, still persisted
Don't deny this cross I bare

No more lies to hide my eyes
While I know you seem to scream
Undying love from stars above
Settling within a dream
Loss and lies, they hide my cries
Never for another here
Fighting in the inner circle
Altogether full of fear