Joy

[seeyat]

One was over many more, a knock on the door
Is it worth it when this ends, don't pretend
Powering through whether disliked or feared
To reach a dream as yet shown, still unknown
There's not much pursuasion to hold it all dear
For a seed that has yet to be sewn
With time I should learn that a life can be earned
All things can be managed and tolerance learned
Til then is the need for a moment of pause
All friendship and guidance, defined without claws
I must relearn the steps, the ones that have gone
The ghosts of connections once relied upon
As though I'm reborn, brought forth in due time
These are still only wishes recorded in rhyme
A decade of nothing, a decade has passed
A few more years followed, with nothing once asked
Existing in solitude, divided from all
Avoiding the earth, never hearing His call
I've since found my place in an ocean of love
Heaven has blessed me with joy from above