Shine

[seeyat]

Woke up a little, eyes still mostly closed
These are some quiet things nobody knows
Don't think I'll be there entirely
Not yet anyway, you see
Trying so hard to remember what's me
There's nothing in life that I'd rather be
Judging appearance by seeing a shell
I'm just not a tough guy though you couldn't tell
I wish I was frozen but thrust through the door
I couldn't have wanted anything more
I feel love slowly erase this disguise
These are the places where bitterness dies
It's always been harder for me to unwind
I'll show them some honesty, make it with time
Keeping the secrets but only the ones
That people with fear could turn into guns
There are no excuses just convenient truth
I still need to try not to feel like a brute
Wearing a smile even in heartache
Showing the world the route they should take
I'll never be able to take the first step
So I'll be the magnet I will not forget