Washing Away Me In The Tides

It wasn't you I'm sure you know
It wasn't the both of you much
When you look at the moments and look at the times
Those moments were only a touch
I'll try to repair and I'll try to accept
I'll do what I can to begin
It's a little bit harder for me to hold hands
But I know not to relive again
Don't question your love and don't question your heart
For these are such trivial things
just question the future and marvel at art
For the angels use coats to hide wings

Nothing More

I've never told a soul
They think I'm just broken
It never would have been said
The words that are soon spoken
It hurts enough to need to share
This thing I wished to hide
The reason life was as it was
After innocence had died
So long ago it hurt me
So many many years
Two by Ten is twenty passed
A reason for my fears
Again the same it wasn't then
As that was separate crimes
I know this isn't something
That deserves the beauty of rhymes
But this is how I bare my all
In these such desperate times

Keep Moving On

The decade's done and I won't be there for the way you cared
I know you do and that's all I need
It's not going to hurt me and I hope that you're fine
I think of you occassionally
I know there's more within me to see but I won't show it
It only hurts a little knowing it could be something
I'm not looking for you and I hope you're not looking for me
I realize this all is going to be nothing
My mind and my heart are at odds as I fight to allow myself to let it be
It's only hard when there's another fighting this
I'm not pushing for anything and I know the water isn't friendly
They know not a thing and they press on to miss
Hardly thinking through they're ideas before they act it hurts
I know now they simply do things just because they think it works
These people you see, the ones that won't let it be