Trust Me

[seeyat]

My half-life will be whole if I ever reach my goal
Until then I still will decay
For what's done to me here is just torment and fear
There's no truth to the claims that they say
It's solemnly known what is here can be done
It is known in such fantastic ways
There is truth to the fact that it's sure an attack
By the powers that shouldn't have stayed
These words I commit are my only respit
And they're not only mine here at bay
You're bounding and breaking as you're constantly taking
For I am not running away
A decade plus waiting and anticipating
A thing you still try to belay
Something you don't know telling me don't go
But I'm actually trying to stay
For if I do not my life here still will rot
And it's true things will not be okay