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Feb. 8th, 2020 11:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
seeyatA statement to make while awake, finally I say it
I will not impress them, not best them, won't okay it
I'm not looking for love, no lust or hearts, keep it from me
I will keep from the moments, burdens kept from being free
My one desire is freedom from the shit you pile upon my heart
The pieces of what you claim to be wanted but only tear me apart
I won't spend time with people who have fallen to weakness
Strength is in a pure body, the mind, veins free of bleekness
Yogurt life is kept from all, yes it's delicious, written long ago
Long since lost computers and harddrives let go
A period of silence for the ones who claim to hear
I'd rather wind up dead than fill my lungs with burning fear
My one wish, this wish I place upon the stone
Leave me be, all those who've seen me, left alone
The decade I have had, I want no more, none at all
What you claim is wasted, I want it gone, all to fall
I am trying to be civil with the point I hope to paint
If fifteen years should disappear, the future I'd await
If ever lost, the decade tossed, to winds of burning sand
I should still be the man I see, on memory's demand
What years have done to graces sung, my fingers and my feet
I can't recall the simplest task and now I taste defeat
There once was dancing, all enchanting, nothing better still
I'm better without your compassion, chains and lack of thrill
Is life an excerise in who can guess the best for one
While knowing only you, yourselves and others having fun
You must be clearly understood in knowing what is right
I know not what the meaning is in anything til night
Then I sit and wonder for a short and passing while
As dreams and memories then flood, it seems in single file
You've broken this once mended heart, still now I say good day
I don't want anything I knew, whether known then or today
Tomorrow is my only friend, my only memory
For it is only written by the fates who yet decree
My dreams are all I follow and it's hard enough to catch
When the moments all seem hollow, Mephistopheles does catch
I will not impress them, not best them, won't okay it
I'm not looking for love, no lust or hearts, keep it from me
I will keep from the moments, burdens kept from being free
My one desire is freedom from the shit you pile upon my heart
The pieces of what you claim to be wanted but only tear me apart
I won't spend time with people who have fallen to weakness
Strength is in a pure body, the mind, veins free of bleekness
Yogurt life is kept from all, yes it's delicious, written long ago
Long since lost computers and harddrives let go
A period of silence for the ones who claim to hear
I'd rather wind up dead than fill my lungs with burning fear
My one wish, this wish I place upon the stone
Leave me be, all those who've seen me, left alone
The decade I have had, I want no more, none at all
What you claim is wasted, I want it gone, all to fall
I am trying to be civil with the point I hope to paint
If fifteen years should disappear, the future I'd await
If ever lost, the decade tossed, to winds of burning sand
I should still be the man I see, on memory's demand
What years have done to graces sung, my fingers and my feet
I can't recall the simplest task and now I taste defeat
There once was dancing, all enchanting, nothing better still
I'm better without your compassion, chains and lack of thrill
Is life an excerise in who can guess the best for one
While knowing only you, yourselves and others having fun
You must be clearly understood in knowing what is right
I know not what the meaning is in anything til night
Then I sit and wonder for a short and passing while
As dreams and memories then flood, it seems in single file
You've broken this once mended heart, still now I say good day
I don't want anything I knew, whether known then or today
Tomorrow is my only friend, my only memory
For it is only written by the fates who yet decree
My dreams are all I follow and it's hard enough to catch
When the moments all seem hollow, Mephistopheles does catch
