You Are What I've Never Been

[seeyat]

Still never dated before

Thirty years old with no knocks on my door

Wondering if I’ll ever be heard

When listening do you absorb a word

Never made small talk or had a conversation

I don’t understand what you wish to get from me

I swear there is nothing about me that fits your description

You all seem excited by the prospect but all I want is to leave

I say that I’ve never courted a woman

I mean this sincerely so please understand

My looks were my only tool in life you see

I never needed words for they came to me

They treated me well and I wouldn’t complain

My grandfather’s genes truly flow through my veins

Long, thick blond hair perhaps not on my face

A thin Austrian figure still covers that place

I can’t and I don’t understand the concept

Reminded so constantly what I truly regret

To tell you I’ll never pursue life with others

They must come to me and only as a brother