Heart as a Weapon

Screaming never, no not ever
Brain just doesn't get the hint
Small ideas, do they see us
is there shimmer in the glint
These inscriptions not my words
Things for me to read with time
Once in layers could be heard
Never should have tried to climb
As I slowly reach the threshold
Of this momentary pause
I will shake the dark and cold
Away from my unwilling paws
Not ideas, not the thoughts
Must be gone before they enter
There's no kickstart to be bought
I must only find my center
In solitude my love is sought