Finding My Way Back to Me

[seeyat]

Clenching tighter on my voice

This fear of speech

My throat filled with nothing

Air stale as it stands in my lungs

So many years have I screamed inside that something was real

What has always been could never be say the voices that steal

This crime against the honest and true

Waiting to match your words to you

Having shared so many facets of life

So many years collecting dust now rife

Forever and a day it seems

Seen your face imagined places in my dreams

This is a love that’s bare for beholding

A forming fashion not to be foreboding

Heartache breaks me down each time I simply wish to stay

A moment more to make a minute turn to days

Not an embrace for only a laugh

A wish for memories between us all to craft

For all who hear me and all that see

I will do the things that find my way back to me